We used to

I quiver with anticipation..
I'm taut, I'm ready to fly..
I knew you hide behind the paradise..
Dominated the heaven that I never reach..

I found a secret..
The fact about the past, chills me..
Make me icy death..

You and I were a mirror..
With the same fake character..
Always hide behind the lie..

To cover the real affection..

How can this be ?
I walk alone, but your shadow are company enough.
I stopped my mind to thinking of you..
You were as quite as a mist..
Move stealthily under consciousness..
Flowing inside of my blood..

I found a decrepit memory..
Its unbelievable !
On the contrary, I've forgot what we ever did
So, this fact is about what we used to..
We used to care each other..
We used to stare each other..
We used to close..
In the past..

My questioning mind..
Has helped me to find..
The meaning in my life again..

I know love..
i'm sucker of that feeling..
I thought you'd never ask..
Because like we used to..
We were caring in the silence..
We were staring in the darkness..
We were close between the distance..

Like there is a very thin partition between us..
Thin but very tough..
A partition that can make us be apart..
Torn in two pieces..
And never be intact anymore...

In the end,
We separated as far as possible..
We ended the precious memory so hard..
Finally, our farewell was just a awkward smile..
And we walk away on the different way..